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[#] Tue Mar 27 2012 16:59:13 EDT from fleeb @ Uncensored

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Today is a confidence-destroying day.

[#] Tue Mar 27 2012 17:21:13 EDT from fleeb @ Uncensored

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Although, honestly, I've felt like crap pretty much all day, even before hell continued to rear its foul mandibles at a customer's site. Just when I started to give some thought to the possibility that I'm not entirely a total moron, little shitlings happen to suggest otherwise.

To be fair to myself, though, today isn't really different from any other day... I'm just feeling emotionally messed up for inexplicable reasons, and that has helped to amplify what would be a not-so-great day into something slightly more epic in proportion (at least, emotionally).

[#] Wed Mar 28 2012 12:36:21 EDT from zooer @ Uncensored

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...and only a worthless fool like yourself would think that.


(how did I do?)

[#] Wed Mar 28 2012 12:37:36 EDT from zooer @ Uncensored

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the above confidence destroying message was in response to fleebs earlier comment.

[#] Wed Mar 28 2012 13:12:15 EDT from fleeb @ Uncensored

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Heh... yes, about that day being a confidence-destroying day.

Man, I emotionally felt like shit yesterday. I'm feeling better today, but it still started off sorta bad.

Weird stuff. No reason at all for this. I'm wondering if the sudden change in weather is somehow impacting me (it got suddenly colder).

[#] Thu Mar 29 2012 22:48:27 EDT from triLcat @ Uncensored

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Spring is the worst time for my depression.



[#] Fri Mar 30 2012 16:27:12 EDT from fleeb @ Uncensored

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Odd, that. I've heard winter was the normal time for depression.

[#] Mon Apr 02 2012 12:35:58 EDT from IGnatius T Foobar @ Uncensored

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I've heard others say that spring is a bad depression time. I personally don't understand that; I'm seasonally depressive in the dreary winter months but the springtime has plenty of sunshine and bright colors and everything exploding into new life.

[#] Mon Apr 02 2012 14:46:03 EDT from triLcat @ Uncensored

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I usually get suicidal in the spring. Thus far, I'm doing pretty well :)

 



[#] Mon Apr 02 2012 21:04:53 EDT from wizard of aahz @ Uncensored

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I only feel suicidal when dealing with customers these days.

[#] Tue Apr 03 2012 04:24:09 EDT from triLcat @ Uncensored

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quit your job and become a professional snowblower sabateur. 



[#] Tue Apr 03 2012 12:29:08 EDT from wizard of aahz @ Uncensored

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That's only a seasonal job. I could be a Salvation Army Santa Claus for the same amount of time.

[#] Tue Apr 03 2012 14:43:23 EDT from fleeb @ Uncensored

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A Salvation Army Santa Claus hell-bent on the destruction of snow blowers, who doubles as a pervect when nobody is looking.

[#] Tue Apr 03 2012 16:27:01 EDT from wizard of aahz @ Uncensored

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That's more like it.

[#] Tue Apr 03 2012 17:17:46 EDT from Spell Binder @ Uncensored

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I would think dealing with customers would make one homicidal, not suicidal.
:P

[#] Thu Apr 05 2012 14:49:21 EDT from fleeb @ Uncensored

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Today, as yesterday, I'm fully pollinated.

[#] Sun Apr 15 2012 09:41:38 EDT from fleeb @ Uncensored

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I'm in Las Vegas for the NAB show. Without my wallet or my phone, as I accidentally left them at my boss' house. They'll be overnighted to me, but I still won't see them until laste Tuesday.

That means I am having to depend on my boss for meals until then. Which is a tad frustrating.

But, the more amazing thing to note is that I managed to board a flight without any form of identification.

[#] Sun Apr 15 2012 11:04:04 EDT from fleeb @ Uncensored

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So, I'm in Vegas for this NAB (National Association of Broadcasters) show.  Aside from forgetting my wallet and phone, some other things about this might not make for a wonderful Vegas experience.

The show goes for about a week (if you include setup and tear down time).  Instead of living this week in a condominium, we're having to deal with hotel rooms.  Not awful, but not ideal.

We also have to pay all expenses out of pocket, keep all receipts (for a full week), and fill out an expense report.  We requested per diem, but it was denied (in as non-confronting a way as possible... they simply did not respond back to us).  I don't know how you get receipts for the many tips you are supposed to leave for everyone (to include the damned union worker bribes required to get anything done).  But when they already pay poorly, expecting you to front the expense of your trip until they get the money to you is rather abusive.

This includes, incidentally, the hotel room.

I don't have a corporate credit card, but my boss does.  And since I don't have my wallet with me yet, he's paying for everything out of the corporate credit card.  So we've worked that out.  Eventually, my wallet will arrive, and I'll be able to manage my own expenses, but until then, I have to stick to him like glue.

Whoever selected my particular hotel room didn't listen to me when I said I do not smoke, and would prefer a non-smoking room.  So I'm in this room that smells like a pit.  For a week.  It's otherwise a very nice room.  Although it's a nice room that could nickle and dime you into oblivion, since almost nothing is complimentary (thankfully, the toiletries are).  Frankly, from what I've seen, that has become the norm now anyway.

I've never been to Las Vegas before.  This place, frankly, kind of disgusts me.  I don't think I've seen a collection of self-involved nit-wits posing their corpulent bodies about a twistedly unnatural landscape in various states of inebriation before in my life.  I feel a little like I've managed to enter into one of Dante's levels of hell.  Hooded latinos try to push some kind of advertisement (I've heard they're for strip clubs) into your hands as you walk along this particular strip.  Bimbos with absurd figures filling entirely too-tight dresses teeter on their high-heels as if to say, 'You could only dream of touching this.'  Many people wander around with aburdly huge drinking vessels filled with liquids not designed to nourish, but to help you become insensible.

Sometimes, I see families with children walking about.  My heart melts for them.  I would say 'WTF', except it's such a relief to see it that instead, I think, 'Ah, how nice!'  Sometimes, I see some obviously retired old folks throwing away bits of their retirement to the ever-present money-extracting machines.  Everyone has their own idea of entertainment, I guess, but this kind of entertainment just seems so empty to me.

If I weren't so distracted by the horrors of humanity possessing this place, I should find the technical achievements amazing.  These guys built a fucking city in the middle of a damned desert.  In all defiance to nature, it has plenty of water flowing around, none of which seems to be shared with the ground to let plants grow, except in certain very specific areas.  Sky-scrapers litter the land like they're a huge deity's tinker toys.  They have what seems to be a pretty decent monorail system, analogous to our Metro, although I don't know if it's quite as extensive.  And several gigantic video screens to help advertise various entertainment venues available here.

But, overall, they use technology here to help engage humanity's excesses.  It just feels so very, very wrong to me.  I realize this is a vacation spot, but I guess I'd prefer a tranquil mountain top to this blatantly artificial place.  I am actually finding the place entertaining, but I suspect for all the wrong reasons.



[#] Sun Apr 15 2012 23:43:15 EDT from wizard of aahz @ Uncensored

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Fleeb - If you really want to mess with your mind. Fly from Vegas to Salt Lake City.

[#] Mon Apr 16 2012 08:53:53 EDT from fleeb @ Uncensored

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Oh, yeah, that would be a mind trip. I've been to Salt Lake City before, long ago, visiting a friend. But never directly after visiting a place like this.

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