Sat Nov 01 2025 14:25:42 UTC from Nurb432 Subject: Re: So long, Hulkster

Wait until you hit 60. You look around "where did everyone go"

For me, for the most part, of my 'circle' i'm the last one standing.

 

 

I forgot how to Citadel Quote. I'm gonna fuck it up for a while. Yell at me, and I'll learn. 

I don't want to be the last one standing. I want people crying at MY funeral, not to be crying at theirs. 

Weird, my Nephew called me on WhatsApp - he lives in Prague now - he had a dream about one of the friends I was thinking about in that last post, a bad dream - and was disturbed by it. Felt it was a premonition. I told him, "It is likely - that guy is going to check out before us, most likely." 

I just had such a huge feeling about missing running my own Citadel. I do like being a Sysop. It just sucked being the only one who ever checked in. :D 

Well, there will be other people around, but not my 'circle'.

And i might have mentioned it before, i wont be having a funeral.  A simple pitch-in lunch in the park near where we grew up. And its on the bank of the river i have asked my sister to toss ashes of myself and my animals in.  Where im headed to today with the dogs actually.. its going to be 70 today...

Oh, and its going to be a 'bring your pet' day too.